I don’t wanna be afraid anymore

Every day I wait for your abuse
A new fight, a new bruise
Scared I better do not talk
I’m relieved if he just mocks.

Every morning brings new fear
No more laugh and too much tears
All the plans have been tried
The only left is where to hide

Every evening I do pray
So that I live another day
Or shall it end with the next kick
Then please, let it be quick…